| recyl'd~ |
[02 Jul 2005|11:42pm] |
Yesh, restarting this journal, for roleplaying purposes. I'm glad it still exists. I totally get some more Vyseluv.
And Aern, who is totally from fanficland....if I'm lucky.
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| la la laaaaa~~ *hackcough* |
[06 Oct 2001|12:38am] |
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I really REALLY shouldn't sing. My dog keeps howling when I do. For some reason I have the feeling Aika was here last night. Things are a bit fuzzy....for all I know it's some sorta weird dream. heheh, I mean, you think I would REALLY kiss my best friend? Actually I'm not sure if I would or not....it might not be all that bad if I tried. ^^ Although I have this song in my head....something about "Link, fill up your hearts!". I keep singing it. Luckily, I'm en route back to Crescent Isle, and nobody can hear me. Except Pow....who doesn't seem to appreciate my singing.
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| Cap'n playing hookie |
[03 Oct 2001|07:33pm] |
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Well, what an...interesting few days I've had on Crescent Isle. ...Aika found my last journal entry, and we....talked about it. Every have an uncomfortable moment? I'll tell you, it was horrible. But we made peace. And wrestled, which we haven't done in years. And if I could of completely fooled myself and not of kept thinking I was pinning down a beautiful woman, I would of been able to think a bit straighter at that point.
But no, NOTHING HAPPENED, damn you. And actually I've decided to...run off. It's not a good thing to do, I'm sure people are looking for me, but I don't care. I took the Belleza by myself (well okay, I took my dog with me), and now I'm at Sailor's Isle.
Hello! I'm at Sailor's Isle! Er, I just said that. The loqua here is really good. Did I ever mention I liked loqua? I never really used to drink it very often, but I decided that now would be a good time to drink a LOT of it. And hope nobody recognizes me....I've been walking around without my skyseer patch and I have a different coat on. You'd be surprised how many people don't recognize you if you don't wear a certain article of clothing. Heheh, it's funny. Polly recognized me, of course....but she said she wasn't gonna blow me in. Good for her. Now I remember what I like about her: she's a good person.
...which I'm not. I'm running away from my little problem, which I THOUGHT was resolved...but is getting a bit more difficult for me. So I dunno when I'm heading home. I think I'll decide over another pint of Loqua. See ya.
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| ...hopless? |
[01 Oct 2001|11:43pm] |
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You ever feel hopeless? Well...hopeless, helpless and confused? That's how I feel right now. It's about something that's been hovering right behind my shoulder for almost a year now...since about partway through that quest we went on to pick up the six moon crystals. Since Fina became our friend. Let me explain.
First off, I would like to say that I'm not a stupid man. I may seem a bit dumb at times...but it's all an act. I've almost perfected playing dumb to an art...and although I hate doing it, I continue to carry out that practice.
Why? Because of my two friends. And what they mean to me.
Shut up. Let me continue, it's not what you think.
For over ten years now, Aika has been my best friend. She's been my neighbor as long as I can remember, and has been my best friend for almost as long. When we were kids, I defended her when this snake thing attacked us. That's how I got the scar on my left cheek. And that's how I gained a certain...admiration from Aika.
I know, admiration is a kind word for it, but that's how I'll describe it. Things would get somewhat messy if you got...involved in a certain way with your friends. Which is why I play dumb...
...I know how both Fina think, and how Aika think. I know how they're good friends, and hate to compete....and yet, would feel jealous and may even break up their friendship with one another if one of them got...well, a certain blue rogue captain. That seriously bothers me.
I can't choose either. Both of them are really important to me, both in their own way, and I wouldn't want to hurt one by choosing another. I don't want to lose a friend to gain something else...and while it may make the three of us unhappy in some instances, we're happy in the short-run. I know eventually things are going to come to a head....but for now, I'll continue to play the dumb guy, to ignore their little passes and flirtations, and hope that they don't catch onto me.
Because I really really would hate to have to love one alone, when I do that already for both.
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| Raining again... |
[24 Sep 2001|10:26pm] |
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I love autumn at Crescent Isle....so nice and balmy and RAINY. Ugh...I'd hop onto a ship and get out of here, but I don't think my crew would like that much. Neither would Aika or Fina. So, the big thing I did today was peel apples for Polly in the kitchen. Eh, I had nothing better to do: I updated my star maps, re-drew a map of Nasr, and I finished my inspection of the Delphinus this morning (there was nothing wrong with it). I played chess with Hans a bit this afternoon too...that kid is GOOD. I didn't mind losing to him, but he got all funny about it because he had it set in his mind that I was going to win. I guess he thinks everything I do has to be perfect or something. I don't mind him looking up to me...but does he have to idolize me like that? It's almost embarassing.
Oh, and the last thing that happened today was I got to eat a whole apple pie by myself. Hey, I peeled the apples, I was entitled to it. Always remember my friends: it's us little guys that eat the most. Heh.
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| Dammit... |
[22 Sep 2001|09:10pm] |
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I'm not one to whine and moan about the weather, but it wouldn't stop raining today. I understand Crescent Isle is in the tropics...but c'mon...does every day have to seem like monsoon season? Because of this, certain additions to the island couldn't be made. Not only that, but I couldn't let anybody go up onto the lift to the meeting room; no way in hell am I gonna let my crew go a hundred feet up the side of a mountain when there's a thunderstorm.
So I'm stuck with a crew that's fairly cranky about being stuck indoors. I think they'd be out there if it was just plain raining...but with the lightning and the wind, it's a no-go. To top it off, my two female friends are seriously cranky. Well...Aika is crankier than usual. And Fina...she really doesn't seem to be angry, but I know she is. She was telling me about adding some garden or another today...and I guess the weather spoiled her plans. I'd take her someplace to cheer her up but....well, Aika gets jealous. I know why too, but I'm not saying anything. I'm just gonna sit here in my quarters and try to wait out the storm. Maybe I should re-draw a few of those star maps of mine...
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[22 Sep 2001|02:19am] |
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Why am I writing this? Uh, because I can, probably. Gives me something to do. I've heard that my two female counterparts keep one of these things too, but I think they call them "diaries". Heh, I remember how whenever I tried reading Aika's diary when we were kids, she would beat m-- ...er, never mind. In any case, today was your average day. Aika tried to annoy me, Fina tried to pacify me, and I got to kick Cupil like a soccerball. And Marco tried eating something he found on the floor (yuck). I swear, I don't know why Aika thinks I used to be like that kid.
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